White Stability
White Stability

Welcome to White Stability

Accountability Beyond White Fragility

The Antiracism Accountability Community for white Evaluators, Researchers, and Data Nerds

Welcome. I'm Heather Mack, a white antiracist evaluator.

This brave space was born of the realization that white supremacy culture was present in not only my lived experience in the world, but also in the norms I learned in my 15-year evaluation career. 

While there are many brilliant resources to guide us on our personal antiracist journeys, I couldn't find a place to unpack the jarring implications about my profession. 

I needed a place to connect with other white antiracists coming to terms with the ways evaluation, research, and data have been weaponized against communities as part of an uninterrupted legacy of racial violence.

The purpose of this space is to do this messy emotional processing of dismantling our own internalized white supremacy culture without demanding further emotional and intellectual labor from folks of color. 

The goal of this space is to support us on our path towards actions that shift power, end our cooperation with white supremacist norms, and divest from the systems that normalize oppression.

Why You Should Join Us

Diversity, equity, and inclusion goals are valuable. Essential, even. But they don't: 

  1. problematize pervasive white supremacy culture
  2. shift who holds power. 

Without these 2 pieces, we will spin our wheels forever.

Awakening to our own white fragility is tough enough. It rattles our sense of self. 

Awakening to the uninterrupted legacy of white supremacy in the professions we believed were inherently promoting justice can shake us to our core. 

And because it connects to our livelihood, reckoning with these truths can also feel threatening at a very practical level. 

Much easier to throw in the towel, right? Plenty of folks will. Especially those who don't know where they can turn. 

Isolation is part of how white supremacy persists. Dividing us is such an effective tactic for ensuring our complacency, our complicity. And shame is even more effective because, when we experience shame, we isolate ourselves voluntarily. 

This is how white supremacy comes for us all. 

Here, we reframe shame as a call for our collective rehumanizing.

We see our cooperation with white supremacy as conditioned, and we see a way through and a way out. And in the spot where we found shame, in our coming together we can find agency. 

This path includes all sorts of white evaluators, researchers, and data nerds, in all different stages of reckoning. With any luck, it will include you, too. 

A Big Thanks!

This project would not exist today without a number of amazing folks. In no particular order:

The emotional and intellectual labor of Kortney Hernandez, whose call for the decolonization of academic service-learning, was a profound professional wake-up call. She planted the first seeds for this project. Collaborating with Kortney has been one of my greatest privileges. 

The Mirror Group Accountability Circle facilitators, Mindelyn Anderson, Michaela Anang with LaShaune Johnson of Estella Lucia Evaluation, and Meredith Reitman of Reitman Research and I were on a call the exact moment the idea for this project finally crystalized as the culmination of accountability circling with them. We didn't set out with the intention to craft a caucus of white antiracist evaluators, but once the idea sprang up, there was no turning back!

This project would never have even been a twinkle in my eye without the tireless work of the founders, BIPOC-led organizational solidarity partners, bottom-liners, and dialogue participants of AWARE-LA, Alliance of White Antiracists Everywhere - Los Angeles, who showed up in their vulnerability every month for 14 years before I even knew they were there. When I finally recognized, to my horror, that my feminist, anti-capitalist, anti-oppression analysis was wildly incomplete without an antiracist lens, AWARE-LA welcomed me with open arms. They also helped me resist the seductive guilt spiral, steering me instead toward a vision of collective liberation. 

Lastly, the founders, BIPOC-led organizational solidarity partners, bottom-liners and members of White People for Black Lives, the Los Angeles Chapter of SURJ (Showing Up for Racial Justice) made this possible by encouraging me to push them to better integrate disability justice into their organizational culture, systems, and direct actions, and to speak up when I saw it lacking. It hasn't always been easy, but it has been fundamentally paradigm-shifting to practice naming that our movements need the people experiencing unmet access needs; to insist that we have insights and contributions and "wild disability dreams:" the kind that folks accustomed to having their needs met by the built environment could scarcely even imagine. 

Class-Responsive Rates

This work takes all of us. We can't afford to miss out on the insights of the white antiracists experiencing poor/working-class conditions. 

To that end, we are offering a "Pay What You Can" membership plan.

Click here to access it:

Learn about "Why Class Matters in Organizing for Racial Justice." Questions? Please reach out via email.

What to expect

We offer 3 interactive Jumpstart Sessions to help onboard new members. 

They tackle:

  1. Antiracism & Expectations
  2. Trauma-Informed Community
  3. Rumbling with Accountability

In this abbreviated version of Jumpstart Session 1, I will walk you through the content on Antiracism and Expectations. Join us live for the interactive version that includes relationship-building and trauma-informed practices. 


Class-Responsive Rates

The rates for membership in the White Stability community have always been intended to reflect the cost of an annual conference. (Though, instead of 3 days of high-paced exposure, we pair exposure with room to generate ideas with ongoing support to see them through.)

At the same time, 1) this work takes all of us and 2) conferences have always struggled with class accessibility! 

We can't afford to miss out on the insights of the white antiracists experiencing poor/working-class conditions. So we created a tiered pricing model:

  • Middle/managing class rate = $39/month (about the cost of a conference registration
  • Class accessible rate = $15/monthly
  • Sustainer/Sponsored/Owning class rate = $85/month (about the cost of a conference registration & flight)

And then, right when it was time to launch (April 1, 2020) the world turned upside down! Suddenly, even the class accessible rate would be unfeasible for some folks. 

So, in addition to the standard subscription options that appear at the top and bottom of this page, we have also created a "Pay What You Can" option.

Click here to access it:

Please keep in mind:

  • All sign-up options include full access to the community.
  • Members will never see each what anyone else paid.
  • Change your plan or your rate anytime.

Learn about "Why Class Matters in Organizing for Racial Justice." Questions? Please reach out via email.

Have Questions?

If you have questions about the community or want to know if it's a fit for you, please reach out via email.

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